I think I've applied to at least thirty jobs and only heard back from two, one of which ended up being bogus, the other then never heard back again.
I really want to work. Like I've put all this effort into doing graphic design, learning design, understanding the concepts. I'm like at the starting gate and I want to be let out!
But no word on employment. Sighhhhhhhh. I'll find something eventually right? Im just frustrated. I just want to be not poor anymore haha. I know once I get into graphic design I'll be making money. I just need that foot hold.
I guess right now I'm freelancing. But I feel like, I dont know, scared of freelancing. I dont know prices of things, or what to charge. I dont want to charge too much, but I also dont want to be taken advantage of, bother. Is there a book somewhere? Haha a user manual?
I think my last money will go to pay for my sub, because I just keep watching it whittle away to nothing. I thought last year oh by next time I have to buy a sub it will be a breeze, I'll be able to drop 30 bucks with out a worry. *Sigh*

In other news, Obviously I did not die. I'm healthy now. I did have a sinus infection and a really bad ear infection. It took a long time to kick it but I did.

I think you can expect some more art from me. I'm trying to create through this whole mess. We will see. Doing creative work always makes me feel better.

As always I've got tutorials planned. I like to give back to this community because they help me all the time. If you have any suggestions on tutorials, Please please let me know

ANYWAYs I dont mean to be such a downer. How are you guys? What is up with your life? How is summer treating you? Hmm?